Your world opens up and swallows me, I'm empty.
Just another silent symphony.
Those lies in between the strings
and the timpani divide every part of your body.

because if seeing is believing, then believe that we have lost our eyes

i want to delete every photo i ever took.
or even remember taking.
i want to burn every strip of film.
i want to delete the memories,
and never remember them again.

i want to erase every piece of art i ever made.
erase the memory of you ever being in my life.


i would if i could.

"to be born is to start the journey towards death"

ive had the worst day ever
there are two pictures of the prettiest most perfect baby in the world in my gallery
she died on the tenth
with would have made her a month and twelve days old